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2011-11-02 12:28 pm

Silence in Heaven

In the moment, she can't allow herself to think. Carolyn is doing amazing things with her mouth. Meanwhile, her body and mind is on overdrive – but still, she refuses to think.

She can't think about what will happen 10 minutes from now, when they'll be wrapped up together, snug, safe and a little damp. Or how guilty and sated she'll feel when she'll have to extract herself from the confines of Carolyn's bed and body. Or of the things she can't say to her. Things like “This can't last, but I might love you anyway,” or “Don't leave me.”

In the moment, they both know the moment is almost over, and in the end, she'll never say these things. She figures it would be pointless anyway. It wont change the fact that Carolyn is moving and Alex is staying. They'll never move into a crummy apartment together in the outer boroughs. They'll never have awkward dinners with their parents -- Carolyn's are dead; Alex's conservative Catholic upbringing and the secretiveness it has wrought won't allow it. They'll never say those three words, it's not their style – instead Carolyn will prove her fierce devotion to her and Alex will say something to the effect of “Oh...you do that for all the other girls?” and they'll tumble over and laugh while Carolyn attacks her neck.

Alex shudders, feeling that agonizing feeling, low and intense, before finally going over the edge, breathless, speechless, yet feeling the need to scream aloud – maybe with the things she'll never say.


Written from the prompts Barek/Eames + angst + 'in the moment'.
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2011-10-30 06:27 am

Love Knows Not Its Own Depth Until the Hour of Our Separation

Note: Sequel to this obviously.

I just don't want it to grow
It's not that I don't know
I've changed my mind
I take it back
Erase and rewind

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Erase and Rewind, The Cardigans

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2011-10-30 06:23 am

Beware of His True Nature

Notes: A Mulrooney prequel of sorts. And, yes, Rachel Stevens....I know.
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2011-10-30 06:13 am

What Goes Down Must Come Up

How can we win when fools can be kings?
Don't waste your time or time will waste you

No one's gonna take me alive
You and I must fight for our rights
You and I must fight to survive

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Knights of Cydonia, Muse

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2011-10-30 05:55 am

The Hottest Love Has the Coldest End

How on earth could I be any more obvious?
I never really did and now it's never gonna happen with the two of us

I don't understand what it is that you're chasing after
But it makes me really sad to hear you sound so desperate
It just makes it harder

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Never Gonna Happen, Lily Allen

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2011-10-30 05:16 am

Release Me, Dear Mistress

"It took a life span with no cell mate
with the long way back
Sandy, why can't we look the other way?"

-Evil, Interpol

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2011-10-30 04:04 am

Wounded in Love, Wounded in Hatred

Note: These were written for an itunes fanfic challenge I abandoned (hence the wildly cringe-worthy song choices). I only wrote 6 of them, and they were sitting around, taking up space, so thought I might as well release these into the wild. Nicole Wallace POV (psychopaths want love too!)
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